I didn’t lay a finger
on her. I didn’t hire anyone to sneak in and murder her. And yet it’s as if I
killed her.
The opening lines of this one woman performance that
immediately grab your attention. But this is no remorseful Antonio Salieri,
rather a Canadian housewife lost in guilt in a small village in Quebec. The ‘her’
in question is a friendly neighbour who died after giving birth to her fifth
child. The woman, played by Gemma Cavoli in a tour de force performance, then
recounts their friendship and the events that are the cause of that guilt, all
the while composing To Do lists, themselves complicit in her fragile emotional
state.
This is a combination of wonderful writing (the original
French text by Jennifer Tremblay translated into English by Shelley Tepperman) and
impressive acting from Cavoli. She inhabits multiple characters including young
children and even grandparents with such an expressive face and great skill
that by the time the story comes to its devastating conclusion you are totally
immersed in this wintry microcosm. There is a real connection between actor and
audience enhanced by the intimate setting at The Guild Studio.
The lists themselves and the ritual of making them are a
barometer of the woman’s emotional wellbeing. They give solace and certainty in
routine but ultimately are the very thing that proves the woman’s undoing.
There is a rhythm in their construction, like a metronome, and when things get
out of whack that metronome oscillates out of control as the woman becomes more
frantic. But in making the lists has she overlooked the very essence of what
makes a friendship, a marriage, a life really work?
There is such attention to detail here in the descriptions
of this woman’s day-to-day life, her thoughts, her reactions, the sense of
isolation and emotional decay. The story unfolds with great skill as we are
drawn more and more into this relationship between the woman and her neighbour.
Gentle humour is used throughout and many of the situations will be instantly
familiar from managing a ‘brood of children’ to trying to make friends in a new
place to those craved for moments alone to indulge yourself away from parenthood
and responsibilities if but briefly. Sprinkle this with a poetic sensibility to
the language being used and there is an honesty and insight that is compelling.
Director Suzanne Ingelbrecht allows Cavoli to make full use
of the small performance space and she takes full advantage, roaming across the
stage. The set itself is simple with a desk, coat stand and a small child’s
chair. A note pad on the desk takes on increasing significance. On the back
wall are white curtains where ‘windows’ are projected and there is lovely use
of lighting to convey different moods and to denote change of setting.
This really is a wonderful piece of theatre and a quite
demanding monologue that has so many textures and hues. Cavoli is outstanding
and received well deserved applause with many people staying behind with one
main question to ask – how long did it take you to learn all those lines? That
she did and delivered them so expertly is a testament to her skill.
The List, tucked away in The Guild Studio in East Perth, may
not be in the hubbub of the Cultural Centre or Pleasure Gardens but it is definitely
worth the effort to discover as a gem of this year’s Fringe World. It runs
until 1 February and bookings can be made here.